Someone give me advice, i feel depressed and i rele have no one to talk to?

I now this is so pathetic and stupid but i feel extremely depressed today and i want to cry. Im a young teenager and i just started high school. I have made some friends but i dont rele like them. I mean, we have nothing in common and im more of the type that likes to go out, have a good time, not worry, and rock and roll. They are more of the good girl types and if they see me pick up a drink that isnt juice or soda theyll act like my mother and yell at me. Btw, im not just a low life that gets wasted everyday is planning to drop out of high school, I am a pretty levelheaded girl. Anyway, yesterday i went to my family's house. My cousins all went to a party without me and i was alone with the adults and my little brother. I thought I was rele close to them and etc. but the reason why they went and i didnt is bc of the age difference, which is 3 years. I feel like i have no friends, and my family doesnt care. I would talk to them about this, but its embarring. I also feel like a baby and i hate it bc i am mature for my age. please help, thank you in advance.